8 Months and Counting

8 Months... when you are living just regular life that seems like quite a while. But when you are going to school, working and planning a wedding, it is dangerously short.
What happens if I don't get everything planned on time? Well.. it doesn't happen. Which especially sucks 'cause I only get one chance to do this.
Where did the last five months go? Because that is how long Brian and I have been engaged. We are no longer new fiances... we are regular, every day fiances.
We have stuff planned..but for some reason it doesn't feel like it.
I hate that I almost feel guilty when I try to just sit and look at wedding stuff.
There is always something rather urgent that I should be doing instead.
Like studying, or cleaning..or making food.

This will definitely be the busiest eight months of my life.